Maybe Someday...

Last night... was interesting to say the least.

I found out that someone I deeply care about has betrayed my trust. I found out what kind of person I have grown to care about. And I have found out that I can indeed move on.

The thing is... though this is likely going to be one of the hardest things I do in my life, its likely for the best. I don't exactly want the same things as I did back in the day... what I want now is actually quite simple.

Security.

Reliability.

If anything, I would be with someone who can appreciate me for the person I am... not for things I have already done. Not as a safety net. And definitely not as a saviour.

Maybe I'm asking for too much. Maybe that will never happen and I will have to settle for whatever else comes along. But you can't blame a guy for hoping that something, though unlikely as it may seem will happen. You can't blame someone for hoping for happiness.